Promise me you'll Always Be

Most days I walk around pretending that I'm okay. I can put on this wonderful facade like everything is normal, like I don't care but I do. I shouldn't care so much, I shouldn't feel like this but it is what it is. I miss having you in my life, you being here to say hey, lighten up... don't act so serious. This isn't a big deal. Things used to be so different. I was different. It pains me that you are the only one who really ever knew me, you're the only one. I wasn't afraid to be weird with you, I could just be me and you really accepted that and I was enough. The laughter, the smiles we shared... the good times and the bad, we got through them together. There were fights, yes fights over mostly stupid things. I was right and you were wrong, well mostly :) I swore I'd never talk to you again and then BAM, there we were, right back at it... we could never fully disconnect. I miss you so much, so much more than I ever thought possible. You are a part of me that I can never really let go of. No matter, yesterday. Today. Forever. Damn I miss you. Always